The dryer turns and the Today show sounds like noise I am not really listening to. Thoughts of the Algebra homework I need to do dance in my head with little mischievous smiles. My guts are bulging out from the top of my short shorts and my bleach job is half gone. All these things I should be doing weigh me down and pull at me. I don't know why...they are just things! But all they same they do. I feel like I'm always trying to get "things" done, and I never do. It can be over whelming even though it shouldn't be.
I'm hard on myself. So I am alittle heavy in the middle and I am not very good at getting to that closet full of winter clothes because I am afraid of the spiders that may live there. So what right? I wish I felt that way! But I constantly have a nag in my mind of how I am a slacker. That I should be running the track and look cute all the time.
Focus Cheryl! Make a list and stick to it. Get off this computer and do your homework. Clean closets in the morning and spend ten dollars on a box of hair color. (I just noticed walk the track was no where in that last list) see....and THAT even bothers me. Thank God I'm not perfect and I'm not suppose to be.
I'm glad you're not perfect because I'm not either and I think we are simpatico just the way we are---love you sweetie and hope you are doing well!! Call me!!! :o)♥ (Patti)
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